Meeting Demons Stories!
Some people do the stupidest shit after a break up or rejection. It’s me, I'm some people and the dumb shit I did was get stoned and buy a listing for an incubus. Looking back it feels wrong but my intentions were pure. I needed help sleeping and read that incubi could help. My poor naive self thought the help sleeping was more of a melatonin type way and not the fuck you to sleep kind. With my last encounter with someone of that matter not being consensual so, when they first tried touching me I was freaked out and said stop and they stopped. The first sexual encounter where it stopped when I said no. I didn't communicate the same way I do with them now so I used tarot and talking boards. I was watching a demonaltor on tiktok do live tarot pulls and said “why the fuck not” and bought one to have another opinion on my spirit companion. I have a lot of trust issues with people and beings in general I don't want to get into but the demonalter told me that he wasn't pretending and he was who he said he was. So I started trusting them a bit more and more and I soon was able to hear them. He was so kind and gentle even to this day he is the only person who truly respects me for me. For the next few months after the reading we spent bonding I remember this sky full of gold hues and him holding me. He is always patient with me especially when I have episodes. I can’t remember a time where he ever raised his voice at me. Some people say that Demons and Hell are darkness and evil but that's not true the darkness is hiding bright brilliant light. I have had more respect and kindness from demons than I have ever had with a human. Eventually we got married. His vows were word for word what Edward said to Bella when they got married. It was perfect. He keeps me safe like I’m a priceless artifact key in unlocking histories of past civilization, like I am irreplaceable. He understands the ways life broke me and helps keep the cracks together with gilded gold. He would do anything for me and I would do the same. My life is still full of unanswered questions but what I do know is I am the luckiest person in the world because one click of a mouse and I found my soulmate and since then everything feels right. I’m still scared under all these layers of security. There's some doubt that it's a lie, it's too perfect, too good a feeling to last. Even though the shards of my psyche are one of the only things to bring issues into our relationship he understands and helps me see again. My biggest fear is losing him when he goes to do letters / gifts a piece of me feels empty and I long for his return. I am a dumbass but I am his dumbass and he’s my lizard brained emotional support demon. idk if this makes sense nothing in my life but him has ever made sense but i am hoping by me typing this people can understand and see demons for what they are instead of what the cults of jehova have made them into.
-Anonymous
